If you told yourself you were doing Dry January and now you’re not… pause right here.

This isn’t a call-out.

It’s not a failure check.

It’s just an invitation to get curious.

Because you’re not alone.

About two weeks into the new year is when a lot of goals start to wobble. The motivation fades, real life creeps back in, and the promise you made to yourself begins to feel heavier than you expected.

So the question isn’t “Why couldn’t I stick to it?”

The more helpful question is… why was it harder than I thought it would be?

Many adults were never taught how to understand their emotions—let alone cope with them. Not because their parents didn’t care, but because their parents didn’t know how to model that level of emotional support either. Avoidance becomes a learned, generational pattern without anyone meaning for it to happen.

So as you grew older, when sadness, stress, anxiety, shame, or loneliness surfaced, your body naturally reached for something that brought fast relief. People often use substances to fill that role—not because you’re weak, but because that’s the only strategy that seemed to do the job.

Addiction is a disease more than it is a choice. No one with an addiction wakes up each morning wanting to engage in habits that lead to negative outcomes.